9 June 2009 will be the WTF day for me. Yes its 28 more days before I'm serving the nation. This leaves me with less than a month for total freedom. This leaves me with a big responsibility and burdens on my shoulder in the near future. I have to sort out alot of stuff and its important that I made the right move. A move that will end up being victorious or worst, a downfall which could end up being booed by people. I can bet most of the people doesn't like making important decisions in their life. "What if this happen? What does it lead to? and etc..." Many doubts arises and eventually we have to face the music/consequences for our own actions. Some of us feel that life is miserable. Some say its an enjoyable journey. While others say, life can be such a bitch. All those emotions started from us. We are who we are. We made our life that way. We make it happen. I believe that we are the victim for our own actions. Sometimes I do wish that I want to be like someone else yet I also want to be myself. Only me can suits me well.

I think kids nowdays are pampered. I don't deny the fact that I too sometimes feel that way. Just take a look at something nearer to us. Education. Sometimes we took education for granted until we failed or doesn't meet to the standards. And what do we do next? Take things easy. Blame ourselves yet don't have any sense of direction in life. In my opinion, I think that we just don't realise how much it could affect us in the future. We have no sense of awareness of current and the future world. Take a look at those older people who are taking the education. They took it seriously cause they know it would benefit them. They've seen the real world outside and they know what it takes to bring them a class higher. Only if we are exposed to the real world. We just need to be hit by some crisis and we are done.

Okay you might think that I'm being for real here. But this is just what I thought of. I have the right to say anything here. This is my opinions and my decision. I stand to this principle. "A wise man is a person who thinks for the future." This came from a Islamic saying that "A wise man is a person who thinks for his own death".Don't be offended and I'm not here to sorry neither.