melayu boleh [!]

Read yesterday's newspaper and theres two top MALAY student for 'N' Levels. I shall say I'm happy for them. At least there are MALAYs' out there achieving something in the society. Well, if I'm not wrong, one of them got 7 points. I think! (Correct me if I'm wrong) 7 points to be the top MALAY student and got into the press?? Then what about me?? They obviously forgotten about this TRUE MALAY DUDE here [hahahahahah!] I got 5 points previously and no cameras or public media came to me. I know sad right? hahahahahahI'm glad that slowly the MALAYS are achieving something in life. No please don't "terasa" with what I said. I'm not poking anyone here. Anyway, it takes a lot of courage to achieve such an achievement. You NEED to sacrifice some of your usual habits like playing soccer, going out with friends and enjoyment. Thats what I did for my N's n O's. Endurance, presevere and tolerance for that period of time. But when they were over, ALL VIRGINITYs BREAK LOSE! huahahah. nahhh.. Going out, enjoy life, work here and there. Earn money and spend money a lot. But I don't understand why can't I sacrifice like I used to do. The lure to lazying around is just too great to turn down. I hate being me, cause I'm one phucking lazy to even do the smallest thing on earth. How I wish I could forget all those and achieve what I want. Well, at least blend both together into one.
Oh! If you're wondering why I'm awake at this time, it's not that I can't sleep or what but I went for a morning jog at my area. YES, get me? J-O-G